ALWAYS Do the Right Thing Redux
Lesson learned AGAIN. Meaning if it’s a teeny tiny thing, doesn’t matter. If you waffle for a MICROSECOND, don’t do it. At all. Leave it out or take the long way, if that’s the cost of not doing any little error. It can all come back.
I’m up to my eyeballs in frustration, remorse, doubt, fear, exhaustion, and regret. I need a break from being human, really.
The further along you are on the road to perfect, too, the more the little errors eat you alive. The ones that involve others devour you whole.
How on earth do we navigate this humanity? It’s so hard, and tiring, and when you’ve been deprived sleep for any reason, and life is crowding you with bad stuff, and all you really want to do is weep and weep, rather than your responsibilities, how do you handle it?
I know, I know, with prayer, but on days/weeks like this it’s so hard. I’ve been walking around with a stone in my stomach because of one person, and that stone has had this ripple effect on me trusting others. Given the history of last year, where my beloved family member shut me out completely, I cannot trust people dear to me, much less strangers, or clients, or prospects, or colleagues or anyone. Which makes me a lousy business woman, and for the 10th time this month, I’m thinking I should maybe quit. I’m walking on eggshells and keep breaking them anyway.