Well, yes, despite all my ups and downs, I decided to become Christian, meaning that I can accept Jesus’ divinity (at least, some of it), that His sacrifice meant something and is necessary.
But I will be an Anne Lammott Christian. I don’t necessarily subscribe to each and every word in our current translation of the bible as perfectly, accurately defining the Will of God, but I do know that you can divine God’s Will for YOU by reading it, in the interpretation you were lead to, if you are praying, walking with God, and listening for His guidance (which is WAY harder than it sounds). I don’t subscribe to the theory that this is the one and ONLY way to God (because I found God without Christianity), and I still find my gut weighs heavily in favor of successive (but limited in number) lives and the road to perfection as humans.
I do not see that anyone has the right to tell gay people that they cannot be what they were created to be, that they were not created as they are, or that just by being gay they are in some way fundamentally wrong or broken.
I don’t believe that fertilized eggs have souls, or that life starts at conception, but I don’t know when and where it does begin or when the soul enters, and for that I would not take the chance of abortion. I wouldn’t choose to tell others what to believe about it either.
And about telling others what to believe, all I can tell is what Christianity has done for me. It’s taught me forgivenness, which has opened a door allowing peace to float in. It’s taught trust in God, which has opened a window allowing in comfort in times of trouble. It’s taught self-love, which has allowed me to flush my stress down the toilet. It’s taught me compassion, which has allowed to me throw out anger and rage.
It’s shown me that following the heart of God makes life easier, even when it’s really difficult. It’s allowed me to let go of knowing all the answers. (Me: Hey, God, is Jesus really your son, really the same as You, really the only way to you, and if so, why doesn’t he know when he’s coming back? God: Maybe that’s all not any of your business. Maybe all you need to know right now is that I desire you to be Christian, esp since you asked me to make you one. See? I answer ALL your prayers. Me (bowing humbly): O.K.)
Happy holidays, and for those of you who are not Christians and celebrate Christmas, may it evoke in you so much joy and peace that you wonder who the True God is and then can’t resist but to pursue Him. AMEN.